damnit, how did i let this happen..
i feel unhappy, but i have nothing to be unhappy about.
i am a genuinely confused person, i have no idea what to do with myself.
the only thing i am sure of is that i want to travel.. alone; and i know that with you here, that is not a possibility.. maybe that is why my mind wont let this happen.

because you are the one thing that stands in the way of the only thing i truly know i want.
fuck, how did i do this.


how did i lose you? I loved you.
both of you. you were mine, and i left you both.