I'm confused, frustrated, angry, scared..
its happening again. I'm not sure if this time I'm becoming bored with our relationship or if this is just my love for you fading.
did i ever truly love you? I'm sure I've felt it, i must have.

its fading; even your touch, smile, words.. they don't do to me what they did to me before.
I never want attention anymore, I would much rather be alone or with people i didn't have to worry about this with.

This whole situation makes me nervous; I absolutely just need to wait this out and see what becomes of my doubts and feelings. If this is supposed to end, I pray that your feelings fade too. I don't think i can handle breaking another persons heart, for that matter... your heart.

I want to always be your friend, i want to always be here... relationships make things so complicated. Whatever happens, I hope that i don't lose all of you.