I care, I'm just not ready to give up a man I am so close with, who is the closest friend I have ever had.. over a relationship that hasn't even evolved into something worth while yet. I refuse to completely let him go because you feel uncomfortable with it, I just hope that the future doesn't bring me to have to do this. I've never felt so torn in my life. When you're upset, I'm upset (typical).. but this is just too much. His family is my family, and I will not give that up over your insecurities. Like I've said about you and me so many times, you need to grow up -as do I.. just please give me time to do what I need.

my everything and family.